So for my spontaneous account while watching MAMA 2009 live, here's what I have to say:

http://flissbreak.wordpress.com/2009/11/21/mama-2009/

I'm using Wordpress for this type of blog. :)

Yan ang tagalog ng Ah-choo aka pagbahing. Kaya naman sa amin sa Marinduque, tawag din sa pagbahing ay paghaching.

Ang weird ng hapong ito. Uminom na nga ako ng Vitamin C kaninang tanghali. But no, may sariling mundo ang ilong ko na humigop ng sari-saring alikabok at dumi o kung anong virus. Kaya naman, ang pangit ng pakiramdam ko. Kanina pa ako bumabahing.

Ang masama nito, pag patuloy kasi akong bumabahing, kumakati rin yung lalamunan ko. At yun ang pinakaayaw ko. Yun lang kasi ang kating hindi mo makamot. Peste talaga. Parang kung pwede lang isuot yung daliri ko mula sa bibig papuntang lalamunan, gagawin ko.

Hindi ako makaconcentrate. Namen. Dami dami pang kailangan gawin. Pero heto, kailangan sumaglit akong mag-blog para ikwento ang kamalasang ito. (Wow, parang magagamot ako eh).

Magkakasakit pa yata ako. After kasi ng mga ganitong pangyayari, tuloy sipon/ubo ito. Oh shoot. 2nd outbreak na ba ng AH1N1 at naapektuhan na ako?

Owel. I'm back to working. Focus focus. Haha.

Just finished watching episode 6 of You're Beautiful/You're Handsome. I will discuss it more next time. But I'm seriously loving it not just because Jang Geun-Seuk is there.

The plot is cool. About young people so I'm loving the young cast. And the hilarity of the script is just freaking awesome.

Plus, the one playing Shin Woo was so cute in this episode. And my heart goes for him (amverysorry, JGS).

Since Shining Inheritance/Brilliant Legacy, I had a thing for good boys or the go-to person of the leading lady yet is seen only by the lead as her friend and nothing more. They are the other side on forming the love triangle yet they don't push their luck and let the two sides get together.

This is weird because I never liked the character of Vic Zhou on Meteor Garden although he was my crush there. More so with Jihoo-sunbae in BOF. I've always had a thing for the lead character.

But yes, since Brilliant Legacy, I have liked these good boys. Maybe because I hate people who push their luck on the love triangle when it's been obvious from the start that the person they like don't like them back. It's just too pathetic. But these good boys do not turn their back. They don't even lose their chance of saying they like that person. Yet, when they are rejected, they don't raise hell on everyone just so the two cannot be happy together. They stay as friends, someone taking care of the one they like just because.

But of course, I'm not losing my sight on the main characters. And when JGS kissed UEE, I almost clutched my heart because I feel for Park Shin Hye's character. Not because I like JGS personally but the scene was acted out so well, I felt myself wearing the shoes of "Go Mi Nam" and feeling the scene.

Haiz. Must get a (love)life. Like seriously.

Well, the storms using male names are.

When I was in elementary and high school (yeah, so that was almost 10-15 years ago), Philippine Atmospheric, Geophysical and Astronomical Services Administration or widely-known as PAGASA use female names for storms entering the Philippine Area of Responsibility. When I asked adults why they do that, they said that females are fickle-minded just like the weather. Or somewhere along that line.

But by the time I was in college, if I'm not mistaken, they started using several names for it, not even names of people are included. Case in point is Bagyong Milenyo.

This year, or just recently, Ondoy ravaged us like it's the end of the world. Like it's his last chance to bring on all his wrath to the world. Unfortunately (or fortunately, wherever you may be geographically located), he chose not the whole world but certain places in Luzon, most especially Marikina, Rizal, Quezon City, Pasig, Taguig, Laguna and Bulacan. I know the list goes on but the bottomline is, it chose the Philippines. 

It was my first time to worry so bad because of a natural calamity. I have experienced earthquakes, even some storms here in Manila and back in Marinduque. But I have stayed calm and remained hopeful.

But Ondoy gave me a different feeling. Days of waiting for my affected friends to text me that they're okay left me agitated. I felt so hopeless and helpless that I can't even rush over to their places to help them out. Being part of the workforce left me feeling that I'm not even worth to be called an Iska or even a Filipino because I can't spend too much time volunteering to help out those affected.

And the Saturday I am waiting for so I could help out is now a day everyone fears about. Because of Pepeng. Even people wanting to help are left immobile because news says that we must stay at home or on 'safe' places such as evacuation centers. If only we can really text "Pepeng (space) OFF" and send to any hotline for it not to pass here, I bet we will spend millions. And as of the moment, everyone is fervently praying that God will spare us from this storm.

Ondoy has left us paranoid. And panicky. We might even be scared of few raindrops that we will experience soon. But I guess it's better to be safe than sorry, as cliche at it may sound.

I just hope that really, Ondoy was too much for us to bear. God spare us from the wrath of Pepeng.

*napatigil ako sa pag-iinternet at nagdasal saglit*


*dito na ako natauhan. hindi dahil bestfriend ko na ang nagtext. pero dahil naisip ko na simula grumaduate ako ng college, hindi ko na masyado nakakausap si meix tulad ng dati. naisip ko rin kung gaano kabait si tita (case in point: sleepover nung HS presscon). at kung paanong this may ko lang nalaman na may breast cancer pala siya. and all the while, i was talking to meix without knowing na maysakit ang mama niya, that everything's going so good in her life*

*hindi pa ako tapos malumbay. kailangan ko na ba talagang lumigaya? pero hindi ko rin napigil ang ngiti at excitement dahil mommy na si mommy!!

*so habang gumagawa ako ng showcards at final skimming and study of qnr before the 2pm briefing, umiiri na pala nang bonggang bongga si mommy. welcome godson seth! ikaw na ang pampalakas ng relasyon ng mga magulang mo. make them stick together para hindi na umasa pa si kumare kay kibum at mabawasan na ako ng isang karibal. maliit ka pero wag kang magalala, 4.11 pounds daw ako nang pinanganak. salamat at nailuwal ka na para makapagmaternity leave na si mommy!*

Life is so fragile. And short. Everything comes and goes in a flash. In a matter of minutes or even seconds, feelings change. And I'm sorry if I can't express much sadness on death. I do dwell on happiness and positive feelings (as transparent as what I've written on Seth's birth). But I would always have fond memories of Meanne's mom. And will make fonder memories with Steph and Seth. Carpe diem!

Anumang inggit na nadarama ngayon ay lilipas din.

Chararat lang ito.

Hindi tayo magiging maligayang-maligaya. Tipong mapapa-cartwheel ka sa tuwa.

Nakakapagod din namang cartwheels ka forever dahil sa ligaya.

Kaya normal lang ito.

Hay, inggitera lang talaga as a person.

it's my first time to use wifi with my cellphone. :) being a notso techy person, I really find this amazing. now I know why touchscreen phones have stylus. 'cause d buttons over the intrnt are so small, nails would touch other buttons.

yes I know. im speaking (or blogging) like a total idiot right now. haha. but this is fun. will see this as soon as I log-on using regular internet.

teddy-ssi, odiseoyo? :p mogo shipoyo. hehe.

Too tired to rant. I just want this all to end. And finally have my Christmas holiday. And I don't plan on working. I'll hibernate on our province. December 19 seems like the longest date I've ever waited for as of the moment.







Kaya kailangan kong pumasok ng maaga bukas.
Hindi dahil para magtrabaho. (Well, of course, I do intend to work)
Kung hindi para maunahan si Jas or lilbigsparkles .
Dahil kung hindi makikita ng buong TNS Makati si 'E' sa cubicle ko.

Sorry for wasting your time. 



I thought I could be there. Maybe it's just PMS.

I dunno. Just thinking that since this journal is the college-girl journal (hullo, rantings from acads to orgs to lovelife or lack thereof; on the other hand, now that I think about it, I guess I would be ranting again when I'm already working, haha), I might make a new one for a change of life.

Like I have to let go of still feeling that I'm in college and I could cram my way to everything. I mean, class cards are not the only thing I should be worrying about. It's the money I'll be bringing to the household soon or in my bank account and the chance to go up that ladder of success. Really now. That really sounds dreadful and gives me anxiety.

Ooooh. I hate having to graduate. The need to be more responsible and mature is just icky. Yet again, there's no other way but up (or work) lest I want to stay in the province and plow our ricefields. I learned so many things in college and plowing the fields is not one of them.

So yeah. I don't know if I have to get a new LJ. I mean, I would only ramble and rant about things, just what I've always done here in blissfreak. But I'll be talking about other things--work, missing college, missing UP, not having a boyfriend, work, officemates, deadline or schedule and work again. I just hope that I'll be talking about them happily or just okay, not ranting about them. Haha.

So there. Just a thought. Maybe a new LJ or a new layout for blissfreak. I dunno. Am so undecided. But if ever I'll be having a new LJ, blissfreak will still be updated once in a while but then, I have to private-lock some entries already. Just to clean it or whatever.

Okay. So I'm calling my laptop Inline already. Haha, just baptized him with a name after a year and a half of having it. The name's Inline because those are the bold letters in the sticker brought by my father from his company. So there, not much of a significant story behind it.

But, it would be doomed for the next few days. :(

Earlier last week, Kaspersky has been bothering me with warning tabs appearing every time I open Inline. It says that I have to renew my license or else, the license would expire. And though I could keep it, it would not be updated anymore, making Inline a very vulnerable techie gadget to viruses and stuffs.

I was already ignoring those warnings last week because I was still consumed and preoccupied with my thesis and worrying about it. It was only a few days after that I started to worry about the expiration of my anti-virus' license. More so, I was worried that I had to pay some fees for it to be renewed. So I did not even thought of clicking the go-here-to-renew option but out of my curiosity, I clicked on it last Wednesday, and I was correct. I have to pay for the renewal.

Me being kuripot and me having no credit card to pay that and me not trusting Internet sites and paying online mean that I'm doomed. And Inline would suffer the consequences. But yes, I have a plan. I plan that I'll just uninstall it then after a day, I will install it again. I do hope that will work. In any case, I guess I have to search for anti-virus and scout and use some free trials. Or if someone could lend me their anti-virus, it would be much appreciated.  Thanks. :)

Nakikigaya lang kay mimarquez.


Your past life diagnosis:

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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Oceania around the year 400. Your profession was that of a jeweler or watch-maker.

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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.

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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to learn discretion and moderation and then to teach others to do the same. Your life will be happier if you help those who lack reasoning.


So. Babae pa rin pala ako sa past life. Oceania, nice. Hmm, and I think mayaman ako dahil alahas at relo ang aking ginagawa. :P
And: I must help people who lack reasoning. Oh yes. No reason to be depressed. XD

waaaah... kelangan ko ng pacifier. waaaah... kelangan ko ng downer. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.

stolen from theabsurdity

Here's some disturbing reads:
LJ stops the creation of new basic (adfree) accounts
Changes SUP didn't think LJ's users would notice.
Nostalgia: LiveJournal's Greatest Fuck-Ups.

Want to protest against LJ censoring the interest pages and removing the Basic account level? Join the strike and repost this to your own journal!

Everything's explained at </a></b></a>beckyzoole's LJ, but basically: on Friday, March 21st, we will not be posting or commenting for 24 hours. I know that's hard for us LJ dwellers, but we must in order to bring back our beloved LJ.



Today is already March 22. But still, I want to join the protest. I really don't want to leave LJ because it's the first decent blogsite I ever had. So please, LJ and the people behind it, please do your work and make us happy. Thank you. :)

May commercial na sa GMA7 sa pagpapalabas ng HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E o mas kilala bilang HANA KIMI na mas kilala pa bilang IKEMEN PARADISE dahil sa may dalawang bersyon ang live series nito. Itinext pa ito sa akin ni jeijeisama na may tonong pagkalungkot.


Pero una kong reaksyon ay SOBRANG NATUWA!!! Aba, kapuso yata ako. Kaya naman tuwang-tuwa akong nakuha nila ang Ikemen. Naisip ko na nga ito dati pa. Dahil sa nakuha nila yung Coffee Prince, naisip kong kukunin din nila ang Hana Kimi Ikemen Paradise. Basta, naramdaman ko yun. At tama nga ako.


Pagkatapos ng sandaling katuwaan bigla akong NAG-ALALA. Hindi dahil sa reputasyon ng GMA na ang pangit nilang mag-dub ng kahit na anong drama/comedy/series/anime na ini-import nila mula sa ibang bansa. Matagal ko nang alam yun. At sana ay magbago na sila. Galingan na nila ang dubbing dahil maganda naman ang choices nila ng drama/comedy/series/anime.

1pm na.
Deadline nito ay 12noon.
Sarado rin naman kasi ang dept ng 12noon diba.