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04 February 2020 @ 06:05 pm




but if you're such a fan of mine (sweet! LOL) or had stalked for years just to find my site, then please be directed to flissbreak.tumblr.com.

15 May 2014 @ 07:15 pm
It's the never-ending question. I never stopped asking myself this question.
25 September 2012 @ 10:20 pm
While we were having CR Break after lunch, my officemate told me the sweet dream she had last night. It was her wedding, a sweet one. She's happy eventhough she hasn't seen who the groom is.

It got her excited actually. She felt, upon waking up, that it won't be long until she meets le groom. When she was in Hongkong, she prayed to St. Joseph for him. That got me confused, asking her, "Why St. Joseph?". Turns out it was because he's the good husband. So praying to him about le groom and all his specific traits (yes, you must be specific), if heard, would give you the husband that you want.

Officemate then told me, "You should pray for one, Ashley."

Uh-oh. Of course I have a checklist. That would make the praying so easy. But thinking about it, I don't really want to pray for a husband. Husband entails commitment and it comes with the scary word--marriage.

So yeah. Will it be okay to pray for just a boyfriend? Or a man? Or a ka-landian so to speak? To the Good Husband according to my religion. 

Sorry, St Joseph. It might sound really blasphemous or disrespectful to you. But there's no harm in trying, right?

*fast-forward:the boyfriend prayer, can it last for 3 years? then eventually he'll turn into husband-material? I don't want someone to be forever stuck in the "I just want to be your bf, never your husband" phase* 
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Current Music: Implode >>> Boa (feat. Kim Jongwan, NELL)
22 May 2011 @ 04:03 am
Eversince I left Marinduque for college, I always look forward to sembreak and summer vacations because that would mean I'll be home.
16 March 2011 @ 12:32 pm
Sa larong ito
Na patuloy mo lang
Akong iniiwasan

Habang ako'y
Patuloy lang
Sa hindi paghabol

Marapat lang
Na tapusin na

Tapusin na

Tapusin na

Tapusin na
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08 January 2011 @ 11:05 pm
It's another year again to hope and to live and to once again, create resolutions and promises. A new year that entails new chances for those who think they weren't good enough last 2010. That group includes me. :)

I would not make any specific resolutions. I just want myself to be more confident facing challenges in the months to come. And to be able to differentiate what's important versus what's urgent. And for me to prioritize the important over the urgent.

I must also spend less and enjoy the cheap or free thrills life may bring. To read more books than spending more time surfing the net and fangirling.

Hokay. I think I just made my resolutions without even realizing it. Powerful deity, kindly help me fulfill the aforementioned. :)
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Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: No Other >>> Super Junior

Plus, the bible is too expensive. Yet September Issue was like taking a sneak into the forbidden kingdom. Or finally getting a ticket to an R-18 film you have longed for since you were 12 or even 11 years old (LOL).

I've always been curious how Vogue works and this documentary by R.J. Cutler had given me that privilege. Amidst the glamorous clothes (or clothes, clothes, clothes everywhere) and the amazing photoshoots, I like how the director was able to mesh the character of each person working in Vogue (or at least, those who are important in producing the bible) with the production of the 2007 September Issue of Vogue. And vice versa. I also like how this docu made you feel like "Oooh, I know Vogue and what happens behind every ish"  with just showing a production of one issue.

Moaaar Anna and Grace and Vogue and some Sienna. LOL.Collapse )
Current Location: errrr, office. ^__^
Current Mood: sickgot cough and colds
Current Music: Last Request >>> Paulo Nutini
04 February 2010 @ 05:58 pm
It takes a gigantic amount of willpower to act and be mature on things coming your way or things you think are out of your control.

But maturity is rewarding in the sense that you won't be haunted of the possibility of committing the same mistakes again because you already learned your lesson.

And you live it by heart.

So please, dear self, never forget those lessons.
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Current Mood: determineddetermined
28 December 2009 @ 10:28 pm

Why can't anything just go my way, the way I like it.

Happy Birthday to me.


Sometimes, it's when you expect people to aim for excellence but then they end up in their tiny hole of mediocrity.
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21 December 2009 @ 10:33 pm
This year was just a mix of good and bad things for SM Entertainment. For those clueless souls, SM Entertainment is handling DBSK, Super Junior, SHINee, SNSD and f(x) among others.

This year, JaeChunSu of DBSK filed a case against SME that rocked the whole Kpop World. It was a time when Cassies (DBSK's fanclub) has cheered, "Always Keep the Faith". That the group will win against SME but more importantly, for DBSK to stay together even if Yunho and Changmin are not filing any case and staying under SME's care.

I don't know if it was a good thing they have THSK (their group name under Avex Japan where they are currently active). Yes, it might have been difficult working with each other like this but I guess, working with each other will let you become nostalgic and find it in their heart to hope for the better.

But just this month, Super Junior won Daesang at Golden Disk Awards which is a coveted award for Korean Artists. It was a glorious moment for them and I was so proud of my boys. They do deserve that award more than anyone. A reporter even commented that it was great time people notice them as they are and not always referring to them as under DBSK's shadow.

But working under the same company would not let them get off the shadow. Just today, Hankyung, the only chinese member of Super Junior, filed a case for termination of exclusive contract with SME.

I've always been pragmatic about the status of the group. I know that sooner or later, I will be saying, "Always Keep the Faith" too. SME just never learned their lesson. From HOT to Shinhwa and now, DBSK. And lastly, Hankyung.

But I never expected to say it this early. The earliest time I was expecting rumors of this type is next year.
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